Hello happy campers. If you are reading this and have noticed the above mentioned title of this blog is Day 2, that can only mean we all lived thru Day 1. That is encouraging. So here is the newest news in my little world. Last night as I started my slumber at 9pm, the phone rings, a person on the other end accusing me of falsehoods, (falsehood, sounds so much more dignified than a lie, but call it what you will) and since I am a premenapausal, premenstrating, crazy hormones riddled woman at the moment, I kinda went nuts. I kinda had it. In the past 10 days, I have been... well read the first post and you can catch up. So I woke up this morning with a little crazy left over so I began to plot me revenge. I began to scheme and I began to get .... pissed and more pissed by the minute... I was up at 7;30 raising hell on someone's answer machine. The only thing that saved me, was I picked up my bible and starting reading. Man, there went my great scheme, my mean plotting, my get back at those who got me... and I have to forgive those who trespass me and that includes slander, undeserved accusations and so forth.. Well, today, I might have won, (but the day is not over yet) so I have to change my thoughts at least for today or at least for this minute. Cant go off on anyone, cant bitch-slap anyone, cant even defend myself because if I got in front of my accuser, I might whoop their ass....
not to self: dear self, try to behave, humanity has gone out the window, consideration and respect might be a thing of the past but today, if only for today, try to behave, turn the other cheek, ( man,I am soooooo not good with that, I hate being slapped and I dont really know if indeed I would turn the other cheek, so dont try it) but today, if only today, I will rise above.... I better go to sleep early tonight....
Peace Out
VS
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
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Stay strong, I love it like that
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